Why can't everyone just be like new-borns, pure, innocent and speaks the mind. I'm slowly losing my patience and uncertain of what i really want. It's complex. What's the purpose in life?
I wana be a kid, in a world of kids...
I hate this feeling...
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 11:58 pm
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My life for this sem kind of revolve around NAF and ensio (my cac camp og). Life without these groups of people would be rather boring and they are the reasons for me to look forward to school. Though tiring, it's definitely worth it man...
I truly hope that NAF 2010 would be a great success, really.
Sometimes, i wonder if i'm neglecting my studies... I'm not really catching up and understanding the concepts this sem. Just wish that all would be alright. I just hope to maintain my gpa and having 23 au is no joke man...=_=
Energy level: LOW
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 12:23 am
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It has been a while since I last blogged.. Just a short 1 month and so many things happened...
Right after the HK, time was spent slacking at home and meeting up with friends whom I've not meet for quite some time. It's really good to see them again, updating each other on the happenings.. Time flies..
Last sem results was better than I expected. Managed to pull up my gpa.. Yea..
And 2 days after the release of the results, my grandma passed away.. Had lots of flashback on the time we had together, when she's staying with my family. Her last few years was spent in the old folk's home to get medical care.. Being just a kid, I have zero say in how things should go.. But well, there seems to be quite a fair bit of misunderstandings among my mum and her siblings.. Things get pretty heated up during the funeral, with the siblings having quite extreme personalities.. It may be a good things that my grandma is away, instead of slowly waiting for the day to arrive? I duno man...
For once, I participated a running event- Sundown with py and ct.. Really a good experience. Though it's only 10km team event, but well, finally attempted one. The timing was pretty cui thoough- 65 min... Targeting 24km next.. LOL...
Went for the interview at one of my friend's dad studio.. The interview was kind of horrid. Spending 3 hours learning to promote the packages, when i thought it's purely an interview to see if u're suited for the job. It turned out to be a training session...=_= Took up the job though, though the working hours and pay is rather pathetic. But well, was telling myself, it's either 1.2 or 0.. So well... And that marks the start of a tiring and no life schedule- Working 10am to 9pm daily, taking my off one a week which can only be taken on weekday.. haix.. It was a good learning experience though. Get to meet some real good friends there and also witnessed some of the office politics there.. A good experience indeed....
And this year, my bdae was spent working..=_= But the people were nice enough to buy egg tart to celebrate for me.. Ha.. ANd I really gona thank my friends who made an effort to accommodate the tight schedule of mine and celebrated for me. Thanks lot. Really honoured to have u peeps with me..:p
Time to schedule the timetable for next sem.. Hopefully everything turns out well.. Gona really excel next sem- a test of my limits....
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 11:19 am
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Though I'm mentally and physically drained during the trip, it's really worth the effort making this one of my best trip ever.. It just feel great being out with a special group of friends whom you know can depend on and will be with you, against all odds.
Spent 1k plus for the whole trip.. Feeling broke liaoz.. But after looking through the photos and clips, this is really one great experience that's definitely worth more than that...
Have been busy sorting out the photos and clips, catching up with friends, chiong'ing disney movies.. LOL.. Never have I taken 2k plus photos and clips accumulating to 10 plus gb for one trip. We're really good at camwhoring man.. That explains why i need so long to sort out and upload the photos... ha.
Back home, it's time to come back to reality. Questions ought to be answered, thoughts need to be sort out, goals need to be re-defined and my level of commitment for next year got to be decided..
Till then, i just want a job....
Will blog on the trip soon..:p
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 12:53 pm
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To me, it is to have great friends around with you!
Flying off to HK on Sunday morning. After like 5 years, we finally have our first BOD trip cum pam grad trip. Really looking forward to it. Just hope everything will be fine. This is one trip whereby the preparation works is not focused mainly on the normal preparation stuff, but all the medical precautions- buying of mask, vitamin c, wet tisssue bla bla bla. Luckily we are going with girls who does pay extra attention all all these.. Thanks...:p
And this explains why we need to have a handful of pre-hk outings, not so much of planning the itinery, but to shop at the new malls at tampines and bugis. And also, not forgetting all the cam-whoring......
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 10:53 am
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What constitute a memorable university life?
Looking back at what I have done for the past one year, I start to ponder whether this is the type of life I want in university. What's done cannot be undone, the memories that one has chosen to forgo will never be developed, the friends whom you have chosen to ignore will be difficult to remain in close contact. But well, it's all history...
The one big thing that makes my uni year 1 a colourful one would have to be CAC. From FOC to NAF to Impre, it sure provides me the experience of event management. Doubts on how on earth people get sponsorship are cleared, how exactly an event is held is answered, and most importantly, great friendships are forged. NAF 09 is really an event that I am proud to be involved in..:p
Hall is really a whole new experience for me, given that I in a stay-out unit for my NS. Hall life is really a great challenge for a person like me who chose to have some isolated time after school (which is also the case at home). Perhaps, I should really open up more, which I tried in sem 2.. But well, nothing can't be done now. I guess this would be my biggest regret in uni life ba. Anyway, it's good to have a roomie that will share your tots and take all the crazy photos when stressed up and not forgetting waking me up to study and being turned down for most of the runs.. Thanks dude.
I felt real fortunate to kow a great groups of tutorial mates during my year one. All the projects are really a test of our friendships.. All the hardwork is really worthwhile! Really love group work man, especially when I have a group of close tutorial mates who play togehter, get sserious together and get crazy together (or perhaps, it's just me ba). Studying is never boring again.. Hopefully next sem can get the same timetable.
Impre is another event that bonds the group of eclubbers.. It also gave me insights to planning events again.. Alright, I'm so gona be an events planner after graduation, hmm, or perhaps, after getting my CPA.. LOL
WSC is another cca that I am involved in. I would have to admit that more can be put into this to make it a success. Lesson learnt: it's difficult to turn ideas into reality, especially with internal conflicts along the way. Nonetheless, friendships are forged and lessons are learnt.
Till then, what awaits me for year 2 remains uncertain, expecially not having a hall. Should I continue to take up that many commitments, at the expense of my sleeping time and studies? The question remain unanswered...
Things didn't turn out the way I planned initially for year one, but well, nothing can be done now. Just when I wanted to join a sub-committee in hall and be involved in some of the hall acitivites, my absence for the foc really makes it a challenging task, especially not knowing that many people right from the start to even be into the events or nominations, or even to be part of conversations that lingers upon people whom you duno. This is a big challenge and awkardness that I've undertaken and think i failed totally man... I hope history will not repeat, if there ever is another chance....
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 10:03 am
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If time can be reversed, will this happen? Or would i choose another path? Well, what's done can't be undone..
And i'm kinof distracted by this issue right now, in the midst of my preparations for exams which have not been good...
Oh my... Just wana put all stuff aside and concentrate.. I'd try....
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 12:17 am
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This sem is really stressful with all the projects, quizzes etc. And this sem is tooooo short.. There isn't any one-week break to study.. Sighx..
It's really time to sit down, focus and work hard, so as to really enjoy the trip..
Putting next years' plan aside- hall, cca etc... Sighx... But hall application is nearing... Oh man....
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 12:58 am
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Went to celebrate yuyan's birthday. I'd say it's more of a gathering for lw, yr, pam and yy. Duno why, but any birthday after the 21st don't seem that significant le, it's more of another opportunity to meet up. Felt real comfy with this group of friends, esp lw, whom i've known since sec 3, yet our friendship still continue to hold strong despite well, some issues.. Photos to be uploaded soon...
And i'm glad we have more or less fixed on some venue for pam's grad trip this holiday. Can't wait for that man..:p I guess it's so gona be interesting out with this special group of friends. Hope the planning goes on well...
Can't imagine what our topic will be once each of us step out intot he working world.....
Till then, smile and live life to the max..
written by Ng Jian Yuan at 11:31 am
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Pause, reflect, think...
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